saw it in my dream

i saw it in my dream

I saw the world shift from a great day to a still night
dream realm but it felt like it were real life
thunder storm shattered the cheer - lightening created brim fright
a chilled life was about to realize what the last breath would feel like
i was tall as the sky on stage with a steel mic - all the fame it felt right
clothing line glammed my shine - my name was in bright lights
sold out arena's - bills werent a thing to scheme up
ways to make quick cash 4 - cuz now i could afford a fleet of 2 seaters
i was on award shows acceptin em on behalf of a lifetime of non believers
house shaped like the home that nurished my up bringin
so many women in my life i couldnt keep up
wife lookin right stood by myside so the hood rats i neva needed em
my 2 kids loved there pops busy life but was still there when they needed em
there was not an ounce of conceded feelings in em love was gleamin from em
but hate was the demon to em - couldnt escape it like big was singin to em
but i saw my lifetime achievement reached i was set - my life complete
now all i wanted was a place for my life's retreat
all i could see was the positive side of things these days
no negativity was in my visions my success had completely brought change to ways
but i couldnt escape demons like bruce - was left in the dark in some parts confused
i lost my friend to flyin bullets and i was saved but neva knew
then the night came to explain why god would do as he chooses to do
tucked my kids into bed kissed em on the head told em i loved em forever
and never leave them and truth flowed thru ever word that was said
layed next to my wife and told her she was the love of my life
and thanked her for helping me figure out how to do everything i dreamed so right
she kissed me and we made love seeding a dream for future scenes
i was in extacy heavens i neva dreamed she completed me i was whole..
i had it all - my career and my family... i took a midnight stroll to love the world
and i heard screeching tires shoot thru me like the tormenting memory when 14 years old
i knew it was coming and i saw it clearer as i was givin access to the future
bullets flew thru my angels and demons right into my capsule of life
i saw nothin before the white took over except the flashin lights
i saw a presence infront of me askin me if i knew i was here
i said i had no idea.. and i saw my friend standing in the rear.
tears came to my eyes as i screamed George.. then god forged
his appearance upond me.. and i lost it all in a flash
he was me but in a purer form and he said if u have questions this would b the chance to ask
i collected mysef and quickly said why did u take me now?
this was like a pitcher throwin a no hitter n the coach takin em out
what did i do to deserve death now? my family is gonna be crushed
why did u take me out?
he calmly replied.. this was your time it was suppose to be shorter before
but ur heart grew when u began livin for urself and for George
u took his love for music and u made it your own
so u lived out his dream and completed the cycle u became vital to everything and more
you my son are stronger than u think - your kids will live a positive life
and you will be the strongest link and the foundation u left them will bring them all they will need
u see i took u at the moment when u you needed to go
ur spirited exceeded it's glow, and this is how your inner being wanted to go
on top so now u'll be remembered by all, u'll never be thought of as sour
ur voice will ring cries around the world as your statue of life is empowered
i understand... i said with tears streaming from my eyes.. like my soul was bleeding
so what happens now? he said nothing.. u must live out this fate for now ur only dreaming...