Cant Hold Me Down

Black out the sun
cuz in my heart
no aura shines
blunted with a dormant mind
emotions torn
as im left on this bordered line
hoardin a world of horrid reminds
im stubborn i'll never see my back
cuz i'll never look behind...
chemistry with people declines
as anger leaks from me repeatedly
ether dreams scream to be rid from me
set free to spread my own missery
but i hold it in
n grow colder then
artic winter winds
marvelin in a motionless spin
with a malicious grin
as i harvest a mind of goodness
shrouded n sins a flood that u put me in
now i see there's no way out
but im comfortable now in my own flesh
and i'll give u 25 reasons why
everyday i love you less

Cuz you already destroyed my life source
we built it you fought it..
gave birth to love
and u opted adoption
u corrupted my conscious
i felt i was monstrous
and the whole damn time
it was u not bein honest
i gave my all to too many
n got rejected like vomit
now im sittin im watchin
girls turn to vixens
the world is sickened
i cant let a womens greed
cloud my futures vision
i got 25 reasons why
ive grown this new resistance


you are my world...
then i have another one...
your all i want...
and now your gone...
scripts flippin oh boy i can keep goin on..
i hold zero malice in my heart
turned sappy canopy
i just cant stand to see
how society has changed,
where the good women be
too many shitty men with shady friends
women become whore's
and consider it "playin the game"
cuz there former man was playin them
2 wrongs dont make a right
and the double standard aint favorin fem's
too many have let go
dominating ideals
that looks are over the mind
all of the time
dumb hot drunk sluts
is all u can find
broke or want to be taken care of all of the time..
Def gon die before
another one of these
is a girl of mine...
and i got 25 reasons why
i can identify all the signs

hook

beautiful intellect
conversations are humble words
and plenty of interests
company is pleasant since
we both can disagree but come to agreements
expressin our dreams
all things we live just wishin to see
end up wantin to be.. in eachothers arms
wantin to scream.. loves confessions
you are to me as i am your everything
nobody cant get inside you
because they dont hold the key like i do
even if we fight u stand beside me
and u kno i'll always be beside you
never look to strike behind you
never stressed cuz i can always find you
always sleepin comfortable cuz u lay where i do
i remember relationships like this
wish one day i'll once more find you
til then i stack the pics and burn the bridge
and keep the ashes in the past tense
and choose to treat ur words like ghosts
never to look back again