reality

[10 Jan 2009 | Saturday]

Reality sometimes we're living ina dream far from the reach of reality i wish this could be the day i fathom to see truth to this fictious life for me a life to see i'd like to be true to my word but my words arent too tru to me im telling you this truthfully... so hear me out before the so long ive been so wrong forever how could i let this slide hold on t minus 2 years in countin.. been climbin over mountains.. to get to this point - now the fountain of youth shines on me and where i need to be is an older state. closer to fate so i guess this is gods way of closin the gate.. to give me somethin id never wanna take.. im ready for the break.... Now im back givin u the exclusive view to the life i once knew since i was 2 memories enabled like a slideshow close my eyes and let my mind go .. back way back lettin the images keep loopin let my mouth orchestrate the movement a true soundtrack to music no longer viewed as rap.. its a culture clash poetry spoken melodic in its tone thru a scrap metal microphone never monotone like my life - HD aint this clear but theres no clarity here sane but insanities near as my perception of myself hangs over the pier heart colder from too much exposure to my peers so i let these words soak up all the tears and allow my soul to be reborn for the new year this will be one where i hold no fright but i'll be the one ur most likely to fear the evolution of a soul gaining control learning how to steer a soldier to the game promoted from the bottom now i stand on top n let it rain as i reign to see everythings changed not even me remains the same burried in the depths.. locked down by the chains.. i push to the front as im reintroduced to reality.... my heart skipped a beat my life missed me n skipped to the missery the feature presentation is almost complete the day i saw it all go wrong i changed i ran the other way... denied the pearly gates - and watched death grow from my face.. now i see so much of this world i was left to face... many times i tried to make an exit on a side route.. i was redirected from out of bounds.. onto solid grounds.. now i see it .. the future needs me my point on this earth has not yet been completed so i cant b defeated and i cant let this go wrong.. but for now i gotta do what i gotta do and to u this is so long.... for so long...